Politics

Life is about politics, no matter you agree to it or not.

Why so? because human being communicate using languages, and they perceive what they hear and see as reality. When everyone thinks what they perceive is reality, there will be a gap between everyone perception, and they have their own set of thinking and strategy to face their "reality"

Isn't that ironic? After all the fighting and competition, all you are insisting on is just your perception. Mmmm, friends who are reading until here, you might think that I am becoming an adult now and no longer thinking big dreams, getting close to reality.

But hey, I am not getting into the retiring mode yet, I am still who I am, and believe that impossible is nothing. The point I am trying to make here is, I used to be good at many things, so do I today. All I need is to sharpen up my old rusty sword, and it will become shinny again.

I have been off my game for a long time. Without a rifle, a sniper is nothing. Without politics, I am not who I am. It's time to get packed and ready for the next war.

一个星期， 三件事情

聖嚴師父 的圆寂

霹雳州政府的倒台

沈幕羽 的离去

看了昌元的部落格

最令我痛心的是，明白这三件事情重要性的人少之有少。我感觉到的是欣慰，因为我发现周围的年轻人都不是很关心国家，宗教的历史，甚至选择不去了解。英文叫着"ignorance"

前人种树，后人乘凉这个道理，或许年轻人们还没明白，可能是因为温室效应的关系，大家觉得非常热吧？若没有沈校长和圣严师父 这两位族群与宗教的灵魂人物， 或许我们已经被“烧”死了。 我上个学期上的佛学科，我的教授善巧地运用了圣严师父的作品，说服了许多洋人对佛教误解。沈校长对华教的贡献， 我在这更不用多说了。

我不想在这个部落格谈政治，虽然我有自己一套可能全马来西亚华人都不会认同的看法。但是允许小人说一句，马来西亚的华人代表的素质实在烂至无可救药的地步。这绝对是与现在华人的素质有相当大的关系，没有危机意识的孩子们，还不明白着国家隐藏着的危机，有多么的可怕，更不明白，我们的水准，走出大马时，是多么的落后。

长大后的我，背负的使命越来越少，因为我真正了解到小学老师教我的四个字 “无可救药”

随着这两位我深深敬佩的两位伟大人物的离去，我更加接受了这个悲惨的现实。霹雳州的政治动乱，更是对我落井下石。

哀悼。

Since when?

Since when I learn that true love never exist, and lied to myself and her for 4 years?

Since when I start to give up on believing in dreams?

Since when I do not know the feeling of being at home?

Since when I lose my passion in the things that I like to do?

Since when I don't do drawing as well as before?

Since when I learn that I have grown up?

Since when I know myself better than before?

Since when I realize this world is full of evil people?


No matter what, I know very well that all I need know is to take a break, and continue to believe in dreams, Disney World, here I come!

Let's turn your bass to max, and listen to the song with your heart

Walk the Talk

I used to be a person who is good in "walking", and do the later "talking". It is not that I am not good at talking, but just the fact that as I walk down the path, I face difficulties, I learn, I stop to think, and I grow. And then, I share my experiences by telling stories to others, and that's the time that I do the talking.

October and November had been very bad months in both my Sophomore and Junior years. Interviews, midterms, preparing for actuarial exams, club works, and part time job. When each one of these gives me one irresolvable issue, my life just gets overwhelming. In fact, the issues don't just come in one out of each, they come in a bundle. However, I know this is the process of growing, and comparing to all the difficulties that I had in my past experience, what I am going through is just nothing.

Whenever it gets too overwhelming, I stop, and I project that 10 years later, when I look back, which one will be the thing I regret that I gave up? Which one is not? I suggest anyone of you, who has too much on the plates, try to ask yourself this question, taking something off your plate will actually help you to reduce your stress.

I have chosen to give up some responsibilities, and to take up more. I know very well that this path is not easy to proceed on, however, the boat is sailing, and it will reach the other shore one day!

I want to thank this one person for being with me in my very difficult period. I do not even how to express my gratitude in words, but I learn from you that how true love can be so endless in giving out. Remembering what the Professor Pausch said "You know you find the right person, when you put his/her happiness before yourself". By all means, I LOVE YOU

My World Music lesson

I had been always amazed by the general education system in my school, that each and every classes here never disappoints me. From Jim Kaler I had as a great professor in the astronomy class(believe me, he'd bring you traveling around the universe by just going to his lecture), to the world music I had in the last semester, I know that this college experience will be the period of time that I'll not forget for the rest of my life.


Let me introduce to you, Zakir Hussein, the greatest tabla player in the world(Just in case that you're wondering, click on the hyperlink above to know more about them), who visited our campus and gave a lecture on Indian tabla. It's just amazing how he could play different tones out of that 2 small little drums.